Crash Week 2

This week brought me hope.
Awesome, right?!
I know I'm a few days late on posting this, but I have been so busy lately! On top of my organic supplements I have been taking, I also have been working with my husband's aunt who works as a holistic energy practitioner. I know that sounds kind of weird... but I promise you, it has been changing me and changing my life for the better! She works with a program called Bach Remedies. Everything they do is with natural flowers and the soul, so to speak, of the flower. What it does is you take the "soul" in drops everyday and the soul of that flower does something with yours. Whether it's Holly which helps with your anger, or whatever. But it helps your personality, and your spirit communicate better to become one with the other and create peace in your life and self.
Some of you probably are thinking... this girl has lost her mind! But, it's been one week and I've only gotten truly upset maybe once. Which, those of you who know me, know that I am very quick to get defensive and upset.
Talking to Cheryl, Michael's aunt, she has reassured me that this is just the beginning of my changing and "rewiring". She's let me know that over the course of the next few weeks the changes will get stronger and really let me be the true me.
I don't know if I could be doing as well through my chemical changes if I wasn't healing my inner being. You need to heal your chemical being, but you can't truly do that unless your spiritual being isn't healthy. Everything links to your emotions, whether it's you being sick, depression, asthma, whatever. That all comes from a core root that your spirit created. And fixing that is allowing me to fix my chemical health as well!
I know this is a huge rant on not my IUD, but this has made my week amazing! My husband has noticed a huge change and even last night said he's loved spending time with me and being around me! Because my "usual" habits and issues haven't been an issue!
Am I 100% better? Oh no, I have a journey ahead of me. And, I'm so ready for it! I am trying to get the want to work out again... that's been a bit of a battle for me... but I'll get there! Because I'm feeling better inside, I now want to feel better outside again! I haven't had that in a long time.
As I said... this week has brought me hope. And it feels incredible! :)

Crash Week 1

Well I got through my full first week. It's been... Difficult to say the least. I have noticed a difference with my sleeping which has been so nice! I actually wake up feeling like I slept the night before! That's awesome! However, my supplements I'm taking for my detox are so disgusting! But throughout the day I can tell that they help get me through the day and make it easier to do so. But, as the evening comes and everything is starting to get out of my system, I become so cranky and short with everyone and everything around me. My husband has been very patient with me which I am very thankful. Instead of fueling the Fire like he could he has been giving me my space and letting me just be.
I have been kinda not 100% on the eating organic like I'm supposed to, but I am eating like 80% organic. I know in order to have the full effect I need to be 100% and I'm gonna do better! It's just so hard. Husband doesn't want to eat organic he loves his frozen pizzas too much, so we can't eat together and it isn't fun haha.
I'm just gonna keep plugging away. I haven't noticed a big weight loss, probably 2 pounds this week which hey, I will take any loss! But of course I would have loved some miracle 20 pound loss... Not realistic I know.
My coffee withdrawal on top of all of this has definitely played a part in how tough this week has been. I know my body is addicted to it and that isn't a good thing. But, as my doctor warned, my body is going through withdrawals from the IUD.
I'm trying to stay positive throughout the process but I won't lie that my patience is being crazy tried right now. One week down... Quite a few more to go! Wish me luck!

Today's the Day!

As I previously explained, that later this month my IUD would be removed. Well! Today is that day! My nerves are all over the place! So excited, in yet so nervous! I don't know how my body is going to react and how my hormones will be!
AHH! So nervous!
I know this is the right thing for me though! Yesterday, I went over to the organic supplement shop next to my work, Shirlyn's, to get all of the supplements and vitamins I need to start my detox. I handed the lady there my shopping list for help finding all of it; she instantly looks at me asking if I am trying to boost my estrogen levels. I explained to her that was close, but that I am getting this devil of a contraption removed. She instantly stopped in her tracks, looked at me, and starts saying how sorry she is that I have had to battle this and that she has helped many women: customers, friends, and family members battle this.
I started my supplements and all organic eating this morning... one is absolutley disgusting... blasted slow dissolving tablet... BUT! I know that this is going to be hard, but the best thing I could EVER do for myself!
I am hoping to blog twice a week, beginning and end of the week, with my feelings and progress. This is going to be the biggest blessing of a battle I will go through! Thank you so much for everyone helping me through this and your support! I will never be able to fully express my gratitude to you!

My Truth About the Mirena.

This is a really... hard post for me to do. It's hard because I am putting a lot out there and really being honest with myself and whoever is reading this.
2 years ago I had a Mirena IUD implanted as my form of birth control. At first, it was the world's best idea! I would never forget to take it everyday, it was supposed to be hormone free, etc. I was so happy and so excited for it, and just had the highest hopes for it.

Well, it's been 2 years and I don't think I could be more miserable with it. I, along with many women that I have been reading from, have had nothing but problems with the Mirena.

Over 2 years I went from *Deep Breath* 145 pounds to almost 200. I never, in my life, thought I would ever be this fat, or unhappy. My poor husband has been so patient to deal with all the problems this has caused. Not only did I gain, I could not lose the weight. It's there and refuses to move anywhere but up. I was working out for 2 hours a day and eating nothing but chicken and veggies and lost about 5 pounds in 3 months. I was furious! That is not normal nor ok!

Each day, my depression and anxiety were getting worse. I was having anxiety attacks minimum of once a week. My Anti-Depressants weren't working. And I lost sight of who I was. I lost all pride in myself and my surroundings. I hated who I was looking at in the mirror. And nothing I did helped. No facial or skin care products could get rid of the acne covering my body as a side effect. I couldn't lose weight. And my depression just slowly began to consume me.

Then, one day, my husband couldn't take it anymore. He was so upset that I just stopped caring about myself and lack of pride I had. Though, it was so needed for me to hear, of course, it caused yet another anxiety attack. That's when I realized that this was so unhealthy for me and that I needed to do something about it.

During my research, I found a woman who took a stand and did something about what horrors this birth control does to women. She created a detox that gets you through the "Mirena Crash" that occurs once it is removed, and helps rid your body of the toxins that the copper and fake hormones it produces inside your body. The Mirena stops your body from creating progesterone and produces a fake one that literally breaks down the strength the woman normally has.

After talking to my husband I have decided to take part in this detox, and have my Mirena removed later this month. I want for this to help me in my quest for my health again; and my ability to post my progress and how I feel throughout the process.

I have many friends who have had the same issues and side effects from the Mirena, and others who have thought it was the greatest thing in the world. I don't know if they just haven't had it in long enough or if their body really just likes it more than others'. I don't mean this to be depressing, but, I hope for it to be enlightening, and helpful for women experiencing similar problems.

I want to give women hope that they can get healthy too. And that there is a better, healthier life, after the birth control is removed from their body. Please feel free to post your experiences or any ideas and suggestions that you feel will help! I know I am not alone in this battle agains the IUD.

Wish me luck!

Long Time, No See.

So, I know I do not have many followers, however, I have a reason for blogging this lovely, ridiculously early morning! And, yes, as always I have a song and a band bio for you all to love and cherish :)

So! In order to get to our regular paid programming ;) You MUST read all of this prior!
My sister, Gentri, is in the runnings to be the next Mormon Bachelorette! Yes, it is a show, it runs on YouTube! Voting opened up yesterday, and as of right now she is in 3rd place. Well, now, you all should know that is just not acceptable! Here is her audition video she did!

Now, aren't you all in love with how adorable she is?! So! Now, you must go vote for her by: Liking, Commenting, and Sharing her Facebook picture on their voting album! PLEASE Comment a few times if you'd like and share multiple times!!! We need these numbers!!!! So click this link and go vote for this adorable lady!!

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Now, here is our usual routine of music loving goodness! You only get to listen if you went and did all you could to help miss Gentri win though! Otherwise just walk away from the computer! No music for you!

Our band today is.... THE PAPER KITES!!! Possibly one of my top 3 favorite bands! They have such an amazing sound, insanely gorgeous lyrics and melodies, and they just all around are the best!

The Paper Kites are an indie folk band from Melbourne, Australia. The band was formed in 2009 by Sam Bentley and Christina Lacy and consists of Bentley, Lacy, Dave Powys, Josh Bentley and Sam Rasmussen. They initially found their success online, through listeners spreading their songs and music videos.Before the formation of the Paper Kites, the current five members were close friends. In high school, Sam Bentley and Christina Lacy began writing and playing music together and continued to do so for a few years after high school. They gained some attention by playing in their home town of Melbourne, Victoria.

In 2010, they were accepted to play at a local music festival, and Bentley and Lacy decided to expand the line up for the show. Sam Rasmussen, David Powys and Josh Bentley then joined the group. Sam Bentley, Powys and Rasmussen were each playing in separate bands when the group decided to play together. Sam Bentley knew Rasmussen because they had worked together in a warehouse after high school. Josh Bentley (Sam Bentley's cousin) was asked to join, as Sam knew and liked Josh’s drumming style. Powys was added to the band because Sam Bentley and Lacy were fans of his other band and knew he was a solid guitarist and singer. David initially agreed to play the gig so long as it did not interfere with his other band at the time. After the success of their first show together, they decided to continue.
And I am so glad they did!
The progression of this sound, along with the band's many musical inspirations, has pushed them into a range of different genres. When asked about their style of music, Bentley has mentioned, "We are whatever we released on the last record". The band are known for switching instruments live and for their ethereal, moody sound.

Well, here you go! Enjoy one of many of my favorite songs!

Fitz and the Tantrums!

Alright, so it's been a long time since I have posted anything here; so my come back had to be a pretty epic song! Therefore, I HAD to pick FITZ AND THE TANTRUMS! This band is all about beat! They are an upbeat band with such an incredible sound!
Fitz and The Tantrums were founded by Michael Fitzpatrick in 2008. Michael Fitzpatrick contacted one of his college buddies who played the saxophone in 2008 wanting to put together a band! His buddy, James King, recommended the band members: singer Noelle Scaggs and drummer John Wicks. In turn, Wicks brought on bassist, Joseph Karnes, and keyboardist, Jeremy Ruzumna.
According to Fitzpatrick, the band immediately clicked. He has said, "It was literally like five phone calls, one rehearsal, and we could have played a show that night."
Having purchased an old Conn electronic organ, he was inspired to write the song "Breakin' the Chains of Love" that same night! Their debut album Pikin' Up the Pieces released in August of 2010, has received critical acclaim and reached Number 1 on the Billboard Heatseekers chart!
How awesome is that?! This band legitimately loves each other like family and they are still creating awesome music! So, here it is; One Awesome song and band for one AWESOME comeback!

Alt-J Cover

Ellie Goulding is an artist everyone in our day and age knows. She did a cover of an awesome indie band called Alt-J. This song is Tessellate. IT'S AWESOME!!! Since everyone knows Ellie, I decided to share her version and then the history of Alt-J; and also their original version of this so you can pick which you prefer :)
Alt-J was formed when Gwil Sainsbury (keyboards), Joe Newman (guitar/vocals), Gus Unger-Hamilton (guitarist/bassist) and Thom Green (drums) met at Leeds University in 2007.
Unger-Hamilton studied English Literature, the other three Fine Art. Newman showed Sainsbury a handful of his own songs and, the pair began recording in their halls rooms with Sainsbury acting as producer on GarageBand.The quartet spent two years rehearsing before signing a deal with Infectious Records in 2011.
The name "Alt-J" is an allusion to the Greek uppercase letter delta which can be typed on Apple Mac OS X by the key sequence alt + J. "Alt-J" were formerly known as both 'Daljit Dhaliwal' and 'Films'

Goons

Alrighty, this song is way fantastic! I know I say that about every song I've shared... but seriously, this song really is! Today's band is Mona. This band originated in Ohio and Kentucky and now reside in Tennessee. Formed in 2007, they went through various line-up changes within it's first few years. At the end of 2010 they had been longlisted for BBC's Sound of 2011 poll, and then made the longlist of MTV Award's Brand New for 2011! They started the hits with songs like "Teenagers", "Shooting the Moon", "Lines in the Sand", and "Listen to Your Love". And then here in 2013 came this song! This is "Goons (Baby, I Need it All)". Seriously enjoy this song guys it's awesome!



And here is another video, same song, however this is their explanation of how this song and why this song was written! It's pretty cool!

I want love in the aftermath!

Today, I am sharing a band that I have already shared but a different song. Welcome back Thao and the Get Down Stay Down! This song is called "Holy Roller"! I picked it because the music video is freaking fantastic! I don't have much of a story or background for them because I already shared them Here! They are so fantastic and I cannot get enough of them! Seriously love and enjoy this song and music video!

CHVRCHES

Alright so I'm spoiling you guys with this song! It's pretty bomb! This band is CHVRCHES (pronounced churches). They are a Scottish electro-pop band! The band consists of 3 people: Lauren Mayberry, Iain Cook, and Martin Doherty. Originally the 3 were all in 3 separate bands. Lauren got a law degree followed by a masters in journalism. Iain was in a band as well as writing music in film and TV. Iain asked Lauren to join him with his friend Martin in writing a demo. After they wrote that they decided to start their own band called obviously, CHVRCHES. They spelled it with the Roman "v" so that it would not be mistaken for churches when searched on the internet! They came 5th on BBC's Sound of 2013 list of most promising new music talent! How cool is that?! Well guys this song is called "The Mother We Share". Enjoy this song because it's awesome!

You are my rock

I get married in roughly 19 weeks to my best friend! I cannot believe this is happening so fast but not fast enough at the same time! This song that I'm sharing with you is kind of our relationship lately. I'm going to share some personal things right now because I don't get comments so I feel like sometimes this is a secret but at the same time I see my views number go up so maybe I can help someone out with the issues I am having. Lately I have been moody, and rude, and easily irritated. I have absolutely no reason for the attitude I just seem to have it all the time and it comes out at Michael, the love of my life, more than to anyone else! I feel awful! He is so patient and good to me. Naturally he has a male mentality and says the wrong thing or is a complete butthead a lot. However, my reactions are 100% of our arguments. I can't believe how much he puts up with me. My herbalist is going to be having me on a bunch of different herbs and oils to help balance me out to try and calm me down because I am so sick of my moods. But, through all of my issues seeing how Michael loves me enough to brush everything off all the time... I just I can't even begin to explain how much he means to me. This song is by A Silent Film, they are a group of 5 guys from Oxford. The band was formed in 2008. 3 of the guys were in a band together and after they broke off 2 more from other bands found each other creating this incredible band. This song is called "Harbour Lights" I chose this song to go along with what I'm experiencing, well... because it's everything I always want to just say to Michael even when I'm upset or on a crazy woman rage. The main lyrics of this song is really what I love and how I feel about my fiancé, "You are my rock, never a stepping stone." Enjoy this song guys, because it's beautiful and has a beautiful meaning behind it.

I Could've Been Your Girl!

She & Him! Awesome band! Seriously could you go wrong with anything that has to do with Zoey Deschanel?! Zoey and M. Ward met on the set of the move The Go-Getter. Zoey had secretly always been writing her own songs and privately recording demos. After Matt told her she could really do something with it she sent him some demos to see where this could go even though she was always really afraid of being a big name celebrity. And thus formed one of the happiest and funnest bands She & Him! This song is called "I Could've Been Your Girl" if you know what majority of this dance routine is from I'll be so proud of you! If you don't however, most of the dance is from the movie Bye, Bye Birdie! Yay!!! Here's one of the funnest music videos! Enjoy She & Him!!

Dreaming

Dreaming of a band that combines some of the best indie names like Phoenix, Passion Pit, Foster the People, and Ghost Beach? Well world, YOU GOT IT! This band is called Smallpools! They are insanely amazing! They consist of 4 guys from LA. Their first album has been declared the "album of the Summer"! The track I'm showing you, "Dreaming", is a HUGE buzz on indie music blogs and has achieved top 10 Hype Machine's most blogged artists chart. The single has been described as "synth pop perfection", a "high energy killer track", and "catchy pop electro with a hook-laden chorus" from different indie bloggers. The buzz about this song has compared them to the popular and awesome LA indie outfit Foster the People. Well guys! Here it is! The incredible hit, DREAMING!

Waves

It's been awhile and I apologize for that; however for redemption I have a pretty spectacular song to share with you all! This artist found their way to my heart about a year ago and then the more songs I discovered the more love I developed for them! This, ladies and gentleman is Blondfire! This band is a brother and sister pair! Erica and Bruce were born in Michigan to a Brazillian mother and an American father. Their band was originally called Astaire; while on tour when contacted by the representatives of the estate of Fred Astaire and asked to change their name immediately! And so Blondfire was born! This song is called Waves. I hope you guys love it as much as I do! Erica and Bruce are incredible and have definitely given me one of my top 5 favorite bands! Enjoy!

Get down Stay down

Sorry for such a blank spot there for awhile! Today I am going to share a song I actually just discovered myself! This band is called Thao & the Get Down Stay Down. They are freaking legit! They are from San Francisco, California, Thao (the lead guitar and vocals), started playing guitar at age 12. Her and her friend started writing and playing indie folk music in High School. The band slowly met through the years and was what they are in 2006. They were originally called The Get Down; and one of the members suggested and changed them to The Get Down Stay Down. This INCREDIBLE song is called "We The Common (For Valerie Bolden) it's soooo good! And sooo happy!! Enjoy this because it's a new obsession of mine that is for sure!!! Keep watching this music video! They are a smaller local band so not many people have heard of them which is extremely tragic! This song has only had 4,800 ish views on YouTube and deserves A BILLION more!!!

Live in concert

So tonight was the Lydia concert where we all got to see our friend Drew drum with them! YAY! Well today I am going to share them live; and then I'll show you another song that is not live. So, without further wait... here's Lydia live! The other AWESOME band I'm going to share is Tame Impala! They are from Perth, Australia; they prefer to describe their sound as "a steady flowing psychedelic groove rock band that emphasizes dream-like melody." Tame Impala originally started as a blues/jazz band called the Dee Dee Dums. In 2007 they renamed themselves to Tame Impala and changed to a bass/guitar/drum format. And then in 2008 they signed with an independent worldwide record label. Now, they are the awesome gift that they bless us with today! ENJOY!

Dressed in black from Head to Toe

Today I am sharing a happy happy song! It's called "Chocolate" by the band 1975. I don't have much to relate it to today haha so sorry there is no story or shpeel to go along with it. The 1975 is from Manchester, England. They started writing music in Jr. High school in 2002. After being signed a BBC music critic did a review on them describing them as "haunting" and "smooth" vocals. Their "mellow", stripped down style was praised for its lack of "attention-grabbing production theatrics". Their main topics of their lyrics consist of love, drugs, sex, fear, death, and hope. Enjoy this song which is a song of love, hope, and fear.

Talent Finally Found

This Friday I get to see my friend Drew touring with an incredible band called Lydia! They asked him to drum for them for this tour and we were all so excited! Years ago Drew was in one of my favorite bands called the Brobecks and I had a HUGE crush on him as a little lame high school groupie! Embarrassing... I know. But funny enough somehow his little sister Sierra and I became best friends! Well, now Drew is a good friend, and his wife is one of my favorite people ever! BUT! This chance to be with Lydia was the most amazing thing! Drew is way talented and it's about flippin' time someone noticed! Here's my snippet of Lydia and their background: Leighton Antelman and Steve McGraw started writing and booking shows back when they were in 7th grade as Rolo 15 in Arizona. They signed with a local Arizona record label HourZero in 2008; after which opened doors like Zumiez Couch Tour, Vans Warped Tour, and the Bamboozal festival. In 2010 they took a break from music and later returned in late 2011. In January of this year they announced their new tour for this Spring for their new album "Devil". This is the tour that my friends and I will be seeing Drew play with them! Well, here is one of my favorites from their latest album "Devil". This song is called, "The Exit". Enjoy this awesome jam guys!

You are forever mine

Well as of 1 month ago I've been engaged! YAY! Well, as part of my wedding planning attempts I've been trying to figure out songs to have in our wedding video and for me walking down the isle, etc. As part of my song narrowing I came across one of my favorite artists, Emme Packer. Emme is a local artist here from Salt Lake City! Oddly enough she dated a friend of mine, Drew Davidson (my best friends older brother). She has been recording for 10 years after teaching herself guitar and writing her own music throughout her life. She has toured the world and is in deep appreciation for her fans. She's down to earth and her voice is entrancing and beautiful. This song is called "Lay Your Head On Down". ENJOY because I know I am!

Life as we know it

As I look around at my friends and read people's tweets and Facebook posts; and as I look at my past and own experiences I see that most of our realities is loneliness and heartache. It's a sad and brutal reality, but it's what we are forced everyday to deal with. Even those who are married or in relationships feel rejected or alone a lot of the time. If their loved one is in the armed services and away, or just plain distant; we all experience it. I wanted to share a song near and dear to my heart and that I cried myself to during my times where I felt unloved. We all have our heartbreak playlists; well, this one was on repeat for me. Kodaline is a band from Dublin, Ireland; Originally known as 21 Demands. Their first debut was back in 2007 and again came on the charts in Alternative Rock with this song, "All I Want". Enjoy this beautiful song and amazingly artistic and beautiful video.