Friday, May 31, 2013

You are my rock

I get married in roughly 19 weeks to my best friend! I cannot believe this is happening so fast but not fast enough at the same time! This song that I'm sharing with you is kind of our relationship lately. I'm going to share some personal things right now because I don't get comments so I feel like sometimes this is a secret but at the same time I see my views number go up so maybe I can help someone out with the issues I am having. Lately I have been moody, and rude, and easily irritated. I have absolutely no reason for the attitude I just seem to have it all the time and it comes out at Michael, the love of my life, more than to anyone else! I feel awful! He is so patient and good to me. Naturally he has a male mentality and says the wrong thing or is a complete butthead a lot. However, my reactions are 100% of our arguments. I can't believe how much he puts up with me. My herbalist is going to be having me on a bunch of different herbs and oils to help balance me out to try and calm me down because I am so sick of my moods. But, through all of my issues seeing how Michael loves me enough to brush everything off all the time... I just I can't even begin to explain how much he means to me. This song is by A Silent Film, they are a group of 5 guys from Oxford. The band was formed in 2008. 3 of the guys were in a band together and after they broke off 2 more from other bands found each other creating this incredible band. This song is called "Harbour Lights" I chose this song to go along with what I'm experiencing, well... because it's everything I always want to just say to Michael even when I'm upset or on a crazy woman rage. The main lyrics of this song is really what I love and how I feel about my fiancé, "You are my rock, never a stepping stone." Enjoy this song guys, because it's beautiful and has a beautiful meaning behind it.

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