Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Crash Week 2

This week brought me hope.
Awesome, right?!
I know I'm a few days late on posting this, but I have been so busy lately! On top of my organic supplements I have been taking, I also have been working with my husband's aunt who works as a holistic energy practitioner. I know that sounds kind of weird... but I promise you, it has been changing me and changing my life for the better! She works with a program called Bach Remedies. Everything they do is with natural flowers and the soul, so to speak, of the flower. What it does is you take the "soul" in drops everyday and the soul of that flower does something with yours. Whether it's Holly which helps with your anger, or whatever. But it helps your personality, and your spirit communicate better to become one with the other and create peace in your life and self.
Some of you probably are thinking... this girl has lost her mind! But, it's been one week and I've only gotten truly upset maybe once. Which, those of you who know me, know that I am very quick to get defensive and upset.
Talking to Cheryl, Michael's aunt, she has reassured me that this is just the beginning of my changing and "rewiring". She's let me know that over the course of the next few weeks the changes will get stronger and really let me be the true me.
I don't know if I could be doing as well through my chemical changes if I wasn't healing my inner being. You need to heal your chemical being, but you can't truly do that unless your spiritual being isn't healthy. Everything links to your emotions, whether it's you being sick, depression, asthma, whatever. That all comes from a core root that your spirit created. And fixing that is allowing me to fix my chemical health as well!
I know this is a huge rant on not my IUD, but this has made my week amazing! My husband has noticed a huge change and even last night said he's loved spending time with me and being around me! Because my "usual" habits and issues haven't been an issue!
Am I 100% better? Oh no, I have a journey ahead of me. And, I'm so ready for it! I am trying to get the want to work out again... that's been a bit of a battle for me... but I'll get there! Because I'm feeling better inside, I now want to feel better outside again! I haven't had that in a long time.
As I said... this week has brought me hope. And it feels incredible! :)

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