Crash Week 2

This week brought me hope.
Awesome, right?!
I know I'm a few days late on posting this, but I have been so busy lately! On top of my organic supplements I have been taking, I also have been working with my husband's aunt who works as a holistic energy practitioner. I know that sounds kind of weird... but I promise you, it has been changing me and changing my life for the better! She works with a program called Bach Remedies. Everything they do is with natural flowers and the soul, so to speak, of the flower. What it does is you take the "soul" in drops everyday and the soul of that flower does something with yours. Whether it's Holly which helps with your anger, or whatever. But it helps your personality, and your spirit communicate better to become one with the other and create peace in your life and self.
Some of you probably are thinking... this girl has lost her mind! But, it's been one week and I've only gotten truly upset maybe once. Which, those of you who know me, know that I am very quick to get defensive and upset.
Talking to Cheryl, Michael's aunt, she has reassured me that this is just the beginning of my changing and "rewiring". She's let me know that over the course of the next few weeks the changes will get stronger and really let me be the true me.
I don't know if I could be doing as well through my chemical changes if I wasn't healing my inner being. You need to heal your chemical being, but you can't truly do that unless your spiritual being isn't healthy. Everything links to your emotions, whether it's you being sick, depression, asthma, whatever. That all comes from a core root that your spirit created. And fixing that is allowing me to fix my chemical health as well!
I know this is a huge rant on not my IUD, but this has made my week amazing! My husband has noticed a huge change and even last night said he's loved spending time with me and being around me! Because my "usual" habits and issues haven't been an issue!
Am I 100% better? Oh no, I have a journey ahead of me. And, I'm so ready for it! I am trying to get the want to work out again... that's been a bit of a battle for me... but I'll get there! Because I'm feeling better inside, I now want to feel better outside again! I haven't had that in a long time.
As I said... this week has brought me hope. And it feels incredible! :)

Crash Week 1

Well I got through my full first week. It's been... Difficult to say the least. I have noticed a difference with my sleeping which has been so nice! I actually wake up feeling like I slept the night before! That's awesome! However, my supplements I'm taking for my detox are so disgusting! But throughout the day I can tell that they help get me through the day and make it easier to do so. But, as the evening comes and everything is starting to get out of my system, I become so cranky and short with everyone and everything around me. My husband has been very patient with me which I am very thankful. Instead of fueling the Fire like he could he has been giving me my space and letting me just be.
I have been kinda not 100% on the eating organic like I'm supposed to, but I am eating like 80% organic. I know in order to have the full effect I need to be 100% and I'm gonna do better! It's just so hard. Husband doesn't want to eat organic he loves his frozen pizzas too much, so we can't eat together and it isn't fun haha.
I'm just gonna keep plugging away. I haven't noticed a big weight loss, probably 2 pounds this week which hey, I will take any loss! But of course I would have loved some miracle 20 pound loss... Not realistic I know.
My coffee withdrawal on top of all of this has definitely played a part in how tough this week has been. I know my body is addicted to it and that isn't a good thing. But, as my doctor warned, my body is going through withdrawals from the IUD.
I'm trying to stay positive throughout the process but I won't lie that my patience is being crazy tried right now. One week down... Quite a few more to go! Wish me luck!